…I hate being wrong…
I am deleting my rant. :( Math was never my forte.
PLEASE anonymous poster, POST your name!!!
…I hate being wrong…
I am deleting my rant. :( Math was never my forte.
PLEASE anonymous poster, POST your name!!!
And that is not usually a problem for me. I am certainly not the most indecisive person in the world, yet recently (like the last few weeks), I have felt emotionally and pathologically torn in several different directions. What is best for my future, career, happiness, life? Agh!!! I am driving myself crazy looking for a clear path. If only it were all about money, that would make things SO clear – so EASY.
I just want to do my best.
I just want to make a difference.
I want to feel happy, important, and have FUN at work.
I want to truly enjoy what I do and look forward to getting up everyday.
Oh, and be paid fairly. Which doesn’t mean get rich (well – one day). I just want to be treated fairly. I wonder if I complain too much.
I am going to snuggle with the babies.
Happy Thoughts: Texas two weekends in a row with friends from work! Yes! AND I get to see my Dad this weekend. Score!
As usual, I have much to write about and have waited until it is practically bedtime to do so.
First things first – to answer the anonymous poster’s question about budget: We had guests in town a couple of weeks ago, so we managed to go over budget a few times. The last couple of weeks we’ve done very well, staying within our budget when food is in question. Today, for instance, we may have spent $25. However, as Justin’s birthday is coming up, as is Val!’s, I have purchased some small gifts that fall outside the budget. Even still, I don’t expect birthday purchases to TOTAL over $150 – $200. Very much on the cheap this year. I guess my summary is that the budget is being minded and is going well. We did go over budget the night we ate at Carrabbas, however!
Justin and I went hiking in Minnewaska State Park/Mohonk Preserve the weekend before last. It was lovely. Tons of rock climbers there too, very hardcore. It makes me want to be more into that sort of thing. I love hiking and climbing. I wish I lived upstate so I could more readily pursue such things. The expedition was nice, though, and the views were delightful.
Last Friday we had “Fun Day” at work, which was sort of a team building thing for the marketing/revenue departments. It was basically a “Revenge of the Nerds” style decathlon. 7 people were chosen to be captains and I was lucky enough to be one of them. My team consisted of 12 other people (two of which could not attend). Every other team (7 captains = 7 teams) had between 11 – 12 other people.
Leading up to the Fun Day, I was madly preparing for the Simpsons Launch and still trying to get my team organized, motivated, and stylish. Luckily, I had an awesome group of people on my team. We were the “red team.” Every team was based on a color (no one was blue – but I bet you can guess why). After a brain storming session, we decided we’d call ourselves the “Chili Peppers” and all have names that would include the word Pepper. I was ONI, for instance, like Pepperoni. We had a Pepper Jack, Peppermint Patty, Fresh Ground Pepper, Pepper Spray, Hot Pepper, Sergeant Pepper, Pickled Pepper, Dr. Pepper, and Salt & Pepper. We had an awesome logo (a fabulous graphics designer was on our team), kick ass bandanas with chili peppers on them (a very motivated gal in Revenue Management was on our team) along with cool socks, and we were all wearing fantastic matching red shirts (tanks for the girls, tees for the boys) with our logo on them. Thank heavens for Old Navy.
Throughout the day we supported one another, strategized, cheered each other on, and competed our little hearts out. It was definitely worth it, because our team WON #1 OVERALL, and, perhaps more importantly, we won for Team Spirit!!! Now we all have positive space tickets as a result of winning 1st and one of our members won a getaway (it was a random drawing out of a hat – but the winner definitely deserves it)! I got a couple of freezing cold bowls of ice poured on my head by my teammates. I have to say, leading a group to public, undisputed victory where everyone enjoyed themselves the whole time and was really proud to be a part of the entire process was incredible. Even more so than successfully launching a promotion. Not that there is anything wrong with quiet victories, but they are not as satisfying.
We are looking at buying a house. We looked around Queens, but everything is so unreasonable. I wish we could live upstate, as mentioned before, but I think the commute would kill us. I am open to any and all suggestions, however. I’d like to stay within 1 hour of Forest Hills, and prefer north NY to south (not the Bronx, from what I’ve seen of it, however).
I will try to get some images of hiking and Fun Day up soon!
The Spurs are in the playoffs and Justin has an ongoing debate with one of his former coworkers, Jason, about whether they’ll win or lose. Of course, Justin is rooting for the Spurs. He went to their website while on the phone with Jason a few minutes ago and called over to me, “Hey, isn’t this what you wanted them to do when you were there?”
I looked at his monitor and was met with a streaming webcast of the playoff game.
“That can’t be live.” I was in denial.
“It is!”
…
Don’t that beat all.
Good for them. It only took them four years to do what I was trying to do in 2003. The only thing I was able to get permission to do in the realm of video streaming was done at the last minute with my own personal webcam and a page that kept refreshing, aimed at the outside festivities of the SBC Center. Still, it was a big hit. And no, it was not possible to set it up inside.
My web advertising idea was also a big hit, and they’ve taken the concept a very long way, especially considering my director at the time scoffed at the idea. We are really living in a strange world, let me tell ya.
Being at the point in my life that I am, I can look back with perfectly clear hindsight and see the situation differently than I did at the time. Sure, my severance package was more than amiable, but what was the real reason that the Spurs and I had to go separate ways? Sure, the fit wasn’t right. Whose fault was that, though?
I don’t like to internalize things. I suppose it is a constant struggle. I am definitely better about it than I was ten years ago. I am sure I’ll be that much better ten years from now. I just sometimes wonder if being motivated, self-assured, and intelligent is more of a hindrance than a blessing…
Budget update:
$20 – Dinner at the diner (both of us)
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$20 – Yeah, total. We made sandwiches for lunch and had breakfast at home. Rock! Unfortunately, we also discovered that the refrigerator is on the fritz. So far, our milk and yogurt seem to have soured. Hrmph :(
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In other news I think it’s a little sad that my budget is what has me posting here on a (for the last few days) regular basis. Oh well, better something than nothing. ;)
$1.00 – soda (me)
$10.00 – internet access at Starbucks (Justin needed entertainment while I was in class)
$17.00 – dinner at Chipotle (me and Justin)
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$28.00 total. Might be a little more with the change, but still just barely under our budget.
I had a good time talking with Thao, Oscar, and Justin this afternoon. Thao, Oscar, and I had javascript class in the city tonight. The subway ride, dinner, and chatting outside of Chipotle before we went our separate ways was a lot of fun.
Justin and I are getting cable tomorrow. We have our internet right now through Earthlink, but tomorrow Time Warner is going to switch us over to them and we will be getting cable TV, which I am actually happy about! :)
I need to start getting home and writing on here earlier. It always seems like I am too tired to really concentrate on saying something interesting!
Val! sent me an interesting article about female sexual issues and enhancements. Its a worthwhile read. Sweet dreams!
That is correct, we’ve kicked ass on the budget for another day. When I say kick ass, I do not mean that we merely stayed within the budget, but that we were (IMHO) well below the budget.
Today, once again, we didn’t have to buy breakfast (already had purchased this food pre-budget) *and* there was free lunch at work due to an Orientation class (Justin’s). I am a little worried about the pre-budget food running out, but I think, in general, it will be OK.
$16.05 – groceries (lunch meat, lettuce, OJ, etc. – both of us)
$1.25 – ice cream from a Russian store (Justin was tempted)
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$17.30 total.
So, when we have to buy rice krispie treats and crackers and all the other things that I happen to have and snack on for free, this price will certainly go up. :<
Later on… Oh such an interesting update. I had more I was going to write but now it is late and that moment has passed. Goodnight!
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